Complicate

what is the feeling that i having now??

A complicate feeling...a sad feeling...an emo feeling...

why i will have these feeling on?? i cant explain on it....

suspicious this word.... can kill people.....

this word make me feel annoying ...my mind full of question mark...

i cant find an answer for myself.... TEARs drop....

i always choose to trust.....no suspicious heart....

but...my mind cant accept what i do...

izit because of that incident?? make me become like this??

i hate myself.....since that incident happened....i'm changed a lot...

change to dun trust everyone.... i just trust myself...

i always keep my sadness, my problem in my heart...do not want to share it out....

it's quite suffer for me... sometimes i feel like want expose it out... aRgHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i'm read somethings that i should not read in a coincidence.....

maybe fate..want me to read it..

after i read it... my heart feel so so so so so......cant explain it.... my mind just keep think and think..non stop.....

haiz............what happen....it's killing me......

EMO-ING.................................................

p/s: although i always show out my happy face..... be a happy girl..

actually i am feeling sad inside my heart.......

所谓一个人伤心，痛苦就好了。。。自己懂就好。。不要让别人担心

bye bye holiday :(

SAD......i'm sad...... now i'm officially announce that my holiday is end.... my new sem will start by tomolo..... :(

can i dunwan say bye bye to my dear ipoh???

this 2weeks i was very enjoy my holiday in ipoh... although i din go to shopping but i had been eaten a lot of yummy delicious ipoh food...

for example : 大树脚 laksa, dim sum, 怡保芽菜鸡, 香饼, chee cheong fun, wan tan mee and the most delicious food.... mrs foo (mummy)food.... my mum is a best a chef... when i'm in ipoh she cooked a lot of my favourite food for me.... yummy ♥♥

怡保芽菜鸡

明阁点心

大树脚 laksa

大树脚炸料

大树脚红豆冰

haha....besides that watching drama was part of my holiday activity.... hehehe....

i finally finish watch the 施公奇案2.....i know this drama out quite long ago.. but now i only have time to watch it... pai seh ah....and i repeat watch 法证先锋2..i like this drama much... coz i like csi.. i like them use science and 推理来破案...... amazing

my holiday end like this.... izit seem like not meaningful?? but i feel enjoy it... i never feel so enjoy before... wakaka..... i feel myself like a pig.. ^@^... my holiday life just eat, watch, sleep..... PIggy foo... haha

yesterday was my 1st time make soup for my family.. pumpkin seaweed soup my favourite soup... although it was my 1st time to cook it... but it's taste good... hehe..

i give myself 80%.. pass

pasar malam....

OMG.....i'm extremely full now.... i just came back from pasar malam with my girls....

at 1st we had laksa as our dinner....

But 天不做美，下起毛毛雨了。。。。。。。。。

but we dun care it.... we still continue our walk and start buying food ......

hahaha....... we seem like never go to pasar malam before... we bought a lot of food there.....

yummy 炸地瓜，炸金针菇，虾饼，鱼丸，烧卖，章鱼，豆浆，咖喱鱼丸........

izit a lot????? hahaha..... am i siao??.... maybe i'm too long din eat this kind of food....

so i very enjoy it... yummy......i spend a lot here....

hahaha..... 1st time spend so much in pasar malam.....

hehehe....... pasar malam is our first gathering... tomolo will be our 2nd gathering...

♥shopping day♥..........yahoo....my favourite..

Mid Autumn festival

OMG.....i feel sad....this year mid autumn festival,

dun have any celebration on it....i celebrate it with my exam... busy study...busy make note...busy calculate the noob formula.... finance management u make me feel suck...especially the noob formula...so complicated and hard to understand it....luckily 我以打不败的精神完成了8 chapters.... haiz... this noob subject make me feel pek cek... and make us had a small argued.....

next sem i still need to take finance management 2....

haiz... god pls help me....

my note....

mid autumn festival, 1st time celebrate it alone in cyber... celebrate it without my parents, my cousin, candle and my jelly mooncake.... i miss it so much... i want to eat jelly mooncake... sorry mum.... last week i went back to ipoh, my mum purposely bought 3 jelly mooncake for me..but i just ate 1 only.... i felt touch on it... my mum remember what i like and what i hate.....

i miss u, mum..T_____T

last nite xiao betz tagged me in a candle photo and

xiao jie was tagged me in a mooncake photo... when i saw it...

one feeling came out from my mind.. is sad and miss... i miss everything, miss jelly mooncake, miss ji mui, miss parents, miss candle........ that time i felt like wanna cry out....

RACHEL FOO u must be strong... dun cry pls!!!!

my favourite... jelly mooncake ~♥

it's raining now... and i need to fight for another subject

again.... oops.,...it's calculation again..... my life cant live without calculation...

hahahahaha.... i hate theory......

it's make me feel bore.......

GO...GO...GO...Fighting.....

p/s: hope u getting well soon..... take care ah...

I'm Back!!!!!!

I'm back my blog.....My dear IPOH.....i'm back.... i miss u badly.......

i miss my parents, i miss ipoh food...there are a Lot of delicious foods.... i miss ipoh chee cheong fun , i miss ipoh laksa..... i miss my mum's food, i miss hor fun, i miss ipoh wantan mee....YUMMY.... i already feel hungry now..... hahaha.....when you guys wanna go to eat with me??? and of coz....i miss my ji mui badly too..... OMG too

bad...today i cant meet joanne and huei sim.... 1 in KL and 1 in penang... too bad.... but i received the souvenir from huei sim that she was bought in Singapore... she is so lovely..... i miss her s

o much... since 520...i never meet her....when you wanna come to cyber and find me???

this is a keychain that sim bought from SG♥

today i had lunch with my ji muis at black canyon at jusco there... after that we had a walk at jusco there.....hahaha.... the carmen is cr

azy with her damage hair,

so she is plan to buy a hair care....... any introduce????

Last few weeks was very busy...i cant felt any breath.... busy with work, busy with assignment, busy with test...OMG...1 day have 24hr but i feel that

is not enough for me....but i very enjoy on it... am i CRAZY??? hahaha.......

the sweetest scene.....♥

this is a nice drama...i love it.....♥

Last week was 14th CNYE OC 2nd outing....hehehe..... we went to watch step up 3...it was nice.... omg......i like this movie so much... i wish that i'm 1 of the dancer...hehe..... we were watching it 2D version, i wish i can watch it 1 more time....but this time in 3D version...hehehe......although it is a bit expensive...but i willing to pay it... hehe...after

movie.. we went to asia cafe for pool..it was my 2nd time to play pool...it is very nice.... T____T i lost to pinky....because she have a nice si fu..... hehehe.....

took it at asia cafe... by photographer noob pinky....

after pool, it already 3.30am......OMG... then we went to dengkil to eat 4am chicken rice....siao lo....hahahaha............. by the way..it was a nice outing..... i'm waiting for next outing...hehe...^_^

OMG...... i wish when i back cyber....COTTON ON still have sales....yesterday on the way to KL sentral, i saw 3 gals's hand with cotton on shopping bag.... OMG.... i wanna get a lot of nice clothes and shoe at there leh.... pls wait for me ah..... cotton on.....

我错了吗

我是否错了吗？我的决定错了吗？
人生就不能公平一点吗？当左边与右边让你选时，我就必须放弃一方。。。。一方就会受到伤害，可是为什么那一方就不想一想，到底什么原因导致我放弃与拒绝呢？？？？？往往都会有原因的。。。。。
如果那方选择逃避，不去面对问题，那问题就永远解决不了。。。。。
也许时间是最好的良药。。。。。。。

我应该如何做呢？？？？？ 谁能来当我的明灯。。。。。

我真的错了吗？？？？？？？

相信

以前的我很容易去相信一个人说的话，无论是什么我都会相信。。。没有一点怀疑或多想。
是不是很笨呢？？？

可是现在的我很难去相信一个人的话了。。为什么我会变成这样了？？现在的我无论听到什么，我都会考虑很久，我会对那个话题产生了怀疑，心想我应该相信吗？

为什么我会变成这样了？？问题出在哪里？？是因为受过伤害吗？两次的伤害真的让我变成另一个人了吗。。。。
第一次的伤害是打击，第二次的伤害变成阴影。。。。第三次呢？？？ 变成恨。。。。

有时会觉得自己有点过分，当人在和你说真话时，我且把它当成笑话。。。。变成是我伤害人了。。

现在的我很难分辨什么是真，什么是假。。。。

有谁可以把我的相信找回来。。。。。。。真的很无奈。。。。又讨厌自己。。。。

可怜的kapo....

我可怜的KAPO，今天它被我两个坏蛋的roommates欺负了。。。当我去衣服时，她俩偷偷的把我可爱的kapo夹起来。。。然后把它挂在床上...我为它感到悲哀......

naughty pinky (emily) and naughty 刺猬( yoon)..........

第一次

hehe.........this is my 1st blog..... i'm new here.....

我要感谢emily(pinky) 交我如何开blog.....

i will open this blog because i wanna share out my feeling here...
this few days i was very confuse and 烦恼。。。
我自己都搞不清楚自己在想什么？？。。。 有谁可以和我分享呢?