Saturday, October 8, 2011

命运

我相信这个世界是公平的,当你伤害了一个人时,不久后报应就抱在自己的身上。
曾经何时,我伤害了一个人。。把他伤的深,自己也不好受。。也许是我的自私,叛逆所造成。
在我生命中遇到不少人,有的对我好,有的对我坏,有的对我时好时坏。

伤害了他,可能是我一生做过最错的事,上天安排一个好命运给自己,我且不懂得珍惜。。所以我的命运改变了。。我爱欺负某些人,大喊某些人,他们都依依接受我,因为他们是我的亲人。。亲人不论做错什么是,只要一句道歉,问题就解决了。他们不逞欺负我,大喊我。。可是我如何欺负自己的亲人,在外面我也是一样会被强者使用同样的方式欺负回。。这是因果报应。就如我如何伤害他,欺负他,我也一样被强者使用同样的方式欺负回。。我都依依接受,心甘情愿。。为什么?这是我的报应吗?

上天安排了给你命运,你不珍惜,
上天把你的好命运收回了,你埋怨,
到底你可以把人生在改变多一次吗?
到底可以将命运逆转吗?改变自己的人生吗?

p/s: 如果可以重来,我的。。会一样吗??

Sunday, April 10, 2011

HK TRIP

hohohohohoho..................
have a nice trip in macau, hk and guangzhou.....
thank you to all tour guide.....

hehe....... photo and story will be uploading soon.....
stay tune.....

^_^

Monday, March 28, 2011

cONfidence


Sometimes i keep tell myself that i need to think positively..

PLS DUN ALWAYS KEEPS SIMPLY THINK NONSENSE...

i wish i can do it... but at last..I’m lose.. i fail to do so...

THIS IS NO WHY......

this is my own problem...... NO confident...

CONFIDENT is very IMPORTANT for everyone... if u fail to do it... u will lose many things that is very important to you..

In a relationship, CONFIDENT and TRUSTWORTHY is playing a very important character.. One of them, you are failing to do it.... you will start to lose everything........

NO CONFIDENT and NO TRUST between a couple will cause a big fight and quarrel...SO... is it very IMPORTANT??

SO boys and gals...... pls be confident and start to trust your partner.....

p/s: if not you will regret.....

p/s: to my girl (L)...... thanks for everything... thanks for dun mind it..... feel sorry for my selfishness .....

有时失败了一次,两次。。不代表会失败第三次。。勇于面对难题。。对自己有信心.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Complicate



what is the feeling that i having now??
A complicate feeling...a sad feeling...an emo feeling...
why i will have these feeling on?? i cant explain on it....
suspicious this word.... can kill people.....
this word make me feel annoying ...my mind full of question mark...
i cant find an answer for myself.... TEARs drop....

i always choose to trust.....no suspicious heart....
but...my mind cant accept what i do...

izit because of that incident?? make me become like this??
i hate myself.....since that incident happened....i'm changed a lot...
change to dun trust everyone.... i just trust myself...
i always keep my sadness, my problem in my heart...do not want to share it out....
it's quite suffer for me... sometimes i feel like want expose it out... aRgHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i'm read somethings that i should not read in a coincidence.....
maybe fate..want me to read it..
after i read it... my heart feel so so so so so......cant explain it.... my mind just keep think and think..non stop.....
haiz............what happen....it's killing me......


EMO-ING.................................................

p/s: although i always show out my happy face..... be a happy girl..
actually i am feeling sad inside my heart.......
所谓一个人伤心,痛苦就好了。。。自己懂就好。。不要让别人担心

Sunday, October 17, 2010

bye bye holiday :(


SAD......i'm sad...... now i'm officially announce that my holiday is end.... my new sem will start by tomolo..... :(
can i dunwan say bye bye to my dear ipoh???
this 2weeks i was very enjoy my holiday in ipoh... although i din go to shopping but i had been eaten a lot of yummy delicious ipoh food...
for example : 大树脚 laksa, dim sum, 怡保芽菜鸡, 香饼, chee cheong fun, wan tan mee and the most delicious food.... mrs foo (mummy)food.... my mum is a best a chef... when i'm in ipoh she cooked a lot of my favourite food for me.... yummy ♥♥

怡保芽菜鸡

明阁点心

大树脚 laksa

大树脚炸料

大树脚红豆冰

haha....besides that watching drama was part of my holiday activity.... hehehe....
i finally finish watch the 施公奇案2.....i know this drama out quite long ago.. but now i only have time to watch it... pai seh ah....and i repeat watch 法证先锋2..i like this drama much... coz i like csi.. i like them use science and 推理来破案...... amazing

my holiday end like this.... izit seem like not meaningful?? but i feel enjoy it... i never feel so enjoy before... wakaka..... i feel myself like a pig.. ^@^... my holiday life just eat, watch, sleep..... PIggy foo... haha

yesterday was my 1st time make soup for my family.. pumpkin seaweed soup my favourite soup... although it was my 1st time to cook it... but it's taste good... hehe..
i give myself 80%.. pass

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

pasar malam....


OMG.....i'm extremely full now.... i just came back from pasar malam with my girls....
at 1st we had laksa as our dinner....
But 天不做美,下起毛毛雨了。。。。。。。。。
but we dun care it.... we still continue our walk and start buying food ......
hahaha....... we seem like never go to pasar malam before... we bought a lot of food there.....
yummy 炸地瓜,炸金针菇,虾饼,鱼丸,烧卖,章鱼,豆浆,咖喱鱼丸........
izit a lot????? hahaha..... am i siao??.... maybe i'm too long din eat this kind of food....
so i very enjoy it... yummy......i spend a lot here....
hahaha..... 1st time spend so much in pasar malam.....

hehehe....... pasar malam is our first gathering... tomolo will be our 2nd gathering...
shopping day..........yahoo....my favourite..

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Mid Autumn festival

OMG.....i feel sad....this year mid autumn festival,
dun have any celebration on it....i celebrate it with my exam... busy study...busy make note...busy calculate the noob formula.... finance management u make me feel suck...especially the noob formula...so complicated and hard to understand it....luckily 我以打不败的精神完成了8 chapters.... haiz... this noob subject make me feel pek cek... and make us had a small argued.....
next sem i still need to take finance management 2....
haiz... god pls help me....

my note....

mid autumn festival, 1st time celebrate it alone in cyber... celebrate it without my parents, my cousin, candle and my jelly mooncake.... i miss it so much... i want to eat jelly mooncake... sorry mum.... last week i went back to ipoh, my mum purposely bought 3 jelly mooncake for me..but i just ate 1 only.... i felt touch on it... my mum remember what i like and what i hate.....
i miss u, mum..T_____T

last nite xiao betz tagged me in a candle photo and
xiao jie was tagged me in a mooncake photo... when i saw it...
one feeling came out from my mind.. is sad and miss... i miss everything, miss jelly mooncake, miss ji mui, miss parents, miss candle........ that time i felt like wanna cry out....
RACHEL FOO u must be strong... dun cry pls!!!!


my favourite... jelly mooncake ~

it's raining now... and i need to fight for another subject
again.... oops.,...it's calculation again..... my life cant live without calculation...
hahahahaha.... i hate theory......
it's make me feel bore.......


GO...GO...GO...Fighting.....


p/s: hope u getting well soon..... take care ah...