what is the feeling that i having now??
A complicate feeling...a sad feeling...an emo feeling...
why i will have these feeling on?? i cant explain on it....
suspicious this word.... can kill people.....
this word make me feel annoying ...my mind full of question mark...
i cant find an answer for myself.... TEARs drop....
i always choose to trust.....no suspicious heart....
but...my mind cant accept what i do...
izit because of that incident?? make me become like this??
i hate myself.....since that incident happened....i'm changed a lot...
change to dun trust everyone.... i just trust myself...
i always keep my sadness, my problem in my heart...do not want to share it out....
it's quite suffer for me... sometimes i feel like want expose it out... aRgHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm read somethings that i should not read in a coincidence.....
maybe fate..want me to read it..
after i read it... my heart feel so so so so so......cant explain it.... my mind just keep think and think..non stop.....
haiz............what happen....it's killing me......
EMO-ING.................................................
p/s: although i always show out my happy face..... be a happy girl..
actually i am feeling sad inside my heart.......
所谓一个人伤心，痛苦就好了。。。自己懂就好。。不要让别人担心
